Shine

It seems that I’m in the mood for writing only when I have problems or better said when something is bugging me and it gives me headaches.  So, yesterday, 4th of april Iwas the day when I would have celebrated 1 year with my first love if he wouldn’t have dumped me after 3 months. Jerk! :)) Anyway, I know I said that I wouldn’t survive without him, but here I am, after 9 months still breathing. Damn, I’m good 🙂

I’ve been through a lot lately, but I won’t comp I lost some friend, I gained others and these people are people worth loving. Been there for me, pulled me out of my bad moods, cried with me, drank with me and supported me in my actions. I guess these are friends. It’s nice to have someone to trust.

Since I broke up with *teh guy* I went out more, I visited Bulgaria, where I meet a very cool guy. Much better than my ex, but I won’t make the same mistake again, I mean – to put all my trust and efforts in a long distance relationship. Not that he would know how I feel 🙂 I havent’t told him much about it.  But he’s cool and I’m happy to find out that are great people on this planet, not only jerks.  He’s great. He plays bass guitar, he likes reggae, he loves kids, he likes travelling a lot, we like pretty the same places. Anyway, just wanted to write about him these things, in case I will forget about him oneday I can read again what I wrote and i’m sure that I’ll put a smile on my face. Bye for now, T.

I’d like to write more, just to remember things after a while, but it seems that I can hardly express myself these days.

So, at the moment i don`t have a job, I’m single, I’m ok with myself, I have great friends, the sun is shining, I’m listening to U Roy right now, and I’m happy.  I still miss my ex but my aim is getting better!

Bye for now.

Fuck you! .. by Archive

what more can I say? this song is  just ..perfect

Popular (Nada Surf)

2008

bere, sampanie, carnati, pastrama, muzica tare, oameni beti, oameni prosti, dans, mancare, bautura, zapada, austria, munte, schi, sanie, singur acasa, planuri, iubiti, iubite, dormit, imbatat, borat, cazut pe jos, injurat, certat, strans in brate, fumat, ciocnit, toba, gogosari, porci cu mere-n gura, tren, masini, serpentine, bulgaria, sofia, fosti prieteni, mame, treaba, torturi, drame, despartiri, sinucidere, turnat apa fiarta pe picior, spital, muscat caine, ionut, alex, vera, masina, cata, sinaia, zapada, parc, 2 dimineata, departe, TONI, tcutchu – n-avem, andra, covalescenta, bucuresti – bistrita si inapoi, ptr. totdeauna, china, dragoste, mor, nu muri, bargau, dume, minciuni, mandrie, scoala, pierdut job, urlete, bocete, anti-nato, vazut, aprilie, 10 iunie, te iubesc, pa, fut meciul, catalin, catalin, catalin, umar, plans, examene, 5 iulie, bube, dunare, faleza, blairwitch, gata.

Special gift

My special gift e sa ma “combin” cu toti frustratii si cu toti astia cu probleme grave de personalitate, cu unele genii neintelese si alte cu astfel de specimene. Cum ajung acesti dubiosi la mine nu as putea spune exact. Probabil ca eu, aia cu un instinct matern foarte dezvoltat, reusesc sa-i adun pe toti, sa incerc sa le rezolv problemele, si incerc, probabil, inconstient, sa fiu eu aia care-i scoate din cacat. Evident, nu-mi iese.  Si nu stiu daca-mi pare rau. Adica nu o iau ca pe un esec daca nu reusesc sa ii tin langa mine. Ma consolez cu ideea ca totusi nu-s facuta sa ma chinui asa chiar mereu. Fostul tip cu care am fost era tipul cu cele mai multe issues pe care l-am avut in viata mea pana acum, iar actualul pare prea normal fata de cum am fost eu obisnuita. Si, stiu ca o sa sune stupid, dar parca ma cam plictisesc. Nu sunt mare spirit aventurier, dar parca nici nu pot sta toata ziua in casa sa ma uit la filme.

Pana nu demult, eram asa o mica gaina.. acum ma vad destul de indiferenta, nu stiu cat e de bine.. dar parca totusi e o atitudine mai sanatoasa. Ma amuza acum unele lucruri din trecut, nu mai vibrez la auzul pieselor de la el, rad cand o vad pe actuala lui prietena, pentru ca e o pustoaica rebela si cam dumb pe alocuri, dar daca el e happy 🙂 pff, who am I kiddin’? They make a terrible couple. I hope you break up soon! Nu ca te as vrea inapoi pentru mine, I’m so over you.. dar da-te dracu’.. asa ai ajuns?

Couldn’t agree more

What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.  🙂

psychos

In ultima vreme nu prea am mai stat sa iau la puricat albume, nu am avut nici chef nici timp, totusi dintr-una intr-alta, A. mi-a sugerat sa ascult The Creepshow [offcial site and myspace]. And I must say I find them very, very interesting. Am ascultat ambele albume, unul mi-a atras atentia mai mult, acesta fiind “Sell Your Soul”.

Recomand doua piese de pe acest album: The Garden si Doghouse.

Apoi, tot A. mi-a recomandat Mad Merge & The Stonecutters [myspace], care iar suna foarte bine. Enjoy!

No looking back

Backstabbers

O categorie aparte de oameni din viata noastra. Se identifica usor in persoana celui mai bun prieten, respectiv prietene atunci cand la orizont e vorba de organele genitale ale fostului/fostei prieten/prietene. Un backstabber nu se va da niciodata inapoi de la o combinatie cu tipul/tipa cu care tu ai iesit dintr-o relatie relativ recent. Backstabber-ul clasic tace si face, cel modern [involuat] chiar incearca sa para ca iti este prieten si te sustine dupa despartire. Dooh, normal! De ce nu m-am gandit mai devreme? Te sustin pentru ca ei chiar iti doresc binele: cu cat esti over it mai repde, cu aceeasi viteza proportionala pot trece ei la atac.

So, dear feshan psychobilly, this is for you..

From S0phie with love..

And the lyrics…

Step up 2 – The streets

Am vazut azi filmul, evident inainte de Step up 1, pe care urmeaza sa-l vad. Mi-am incantat ochii cu mult, mult dans. Damn, I wish I were a dancer. Sau macar actrita de Hollywood sa impart scena si cateva miscari de dans cu Robert Hoffman. He’s good, very gooooood. :”>

Ceilalti – Porumbelul negru

Desi nu ma omor dupa hip-hop si nu pot sa spun ca am ascultat la viata mea tot ce e underground sau mai stiu eu ce, dar cand eram eu candva prin clasa a 6-a aparuse RACLA feat. Anda Adam cu Nu ma uita. Si piesa aia cred ca reprezinta primul meu contact cu muzica de acest gen. Apoi m-am gasit ascultand RACLA, Deceneu, Raku si ce se mai gasea pe vremea aia. Niciodata, in schimb, nu m-au atras BUG Mafia, Parazitii sau La Familia. Am cautat in principiu versuri bune, un beat misto si NU figuri cu baieti de cartier si alte bullshit`uri. Mai nou, due to my dear friend I. ascult iar muzica de genul asta, numai ca acum au aparut altii si vor aparea in continuare altii. Dintre cei care “presetaza” la ora actuala pe scena hh imi plac C.I.A, Cumicu si Nasta.

Azi am dat peste o piesa de corazon, asa si am zis ca merita sa-i dau share.. enjoy

Ceilalti – Porumbelul negru